shitty results.

hurt my fingers.

hurtful words by teachers.
painful eyes.
piles of hmwk.
bigger eyebags.


showed my mother the result slip.
as usual, nagging.

but she like kind of understand the circumstances i'm in.
she seems to know i am totally wore out by study, cca, tuition..
seriously, my brain seemed to be not functioning well.
hais.
yvette's words surprised me.
"don't care too much for band."

spending too much time on cca?
am i?

yes, maybe.
but not the entire reason for my sucky results.
i'm tired.
everyone can see from my eyes la.
cindy trisha sokfung yvette baoxian chewyen jiawen benita
they commented abt my panda eyes.
lols.

sth not to be proud of.
not enough sleep la.
that's why can't absorb well in class.


words of encouragement helps.
bit by bit, slowly...
hardwork accumulates.
and i am accumulating now.
doing my coastal notes.


i HAD waken up!!
醒了!!


幸福不是毛毛雨。
不是理所当然的。